Hey guys,

So yeah I’ve been a total failure at this thing for I don’t even know how long now. I’ve actually been failing at a lot of things, pretty much my whole life.

But I’ve got a plan to get my life back on track. I’ve been prescribed anti-anxiety medications, and am on a list to see a renowned doctor to deal with some self-worth & abandonment issues that have cause me to inhibit myself since about puberty.

I’m actually taking next semester off from uni and do not plan to return. I need to work on myself as a woman, get my shit together and become the adult I intend to be. I have many dreams and aspirations that I have put off for far too long, including my own photography business, and losing the relatively small amount of weight that hinders my self-esteem far more than it should.

I’m moving into an apartment in the next couple weeks, as well as finishing my final projects for this semester, so I will be busy. After that, the winter, and the future, will be all mine. 

Thanks for any support you guys can shout out. And for those of you struggling with depression and other issues, (we all have them) just remember that you are not alone.

oxox Sarah

"I am not loved, & I am not consumed by it."